lisamarie tolaiver

Dear Lisa, You were a big bright shining star no one could miss. I'm sorry your life ended so sadly because a lunatic was fucked up in the head and made you did what you did. You don't know how hard it is for us right now grieving for you till our eyes bleed and are blood shot. We used to talk everyday and you were the reason I would sneak my phone in class to talk to you. We will miss your laugh, your smile, just you in general. The World is fucked up now just because you left us in this cold world. The sun doesn't shine as bright as it used to. The sky isn't as blue as it used to be. And the trees aren't as green either. The last time we ta- no scratch that I will cherish every moment every word and every day we share together. You will always be in my memory. Always. There is a deep hole in my heart that only you can fill. We will miss you. And will always love you. You are forever and ever in our hearts. ~Your Big Sister. Abril [April] "Big Sis" Serrano LisaMarie Lizabeth Tolaiver. "Gone Too Soon. So Far Away" 05/14/1996 - 07/23/2011